So I did so well all of January because I had something to focus on... my holiday. Apparently, I only work to be thin when i have a close deadline.
So, I'm trying to think of things in my life to focus on to get thin. At the moment I'm going out loads, drinking loads and eating fucking loads - I don't remember the last time I cooked, I dont think I have this year - I am just constantly eating out, getting takeout or eating at friends. AND IT NEEDS TO STOP.
Today I weighed 150.
It's making me feel like shit.
I'm going traveling for 6 weeks over summer, leaving mid-July. I have to be 130 maximum by then. I'm going to be living in a bikini.
Ive been living that for the past 6 weeks and I feel disgusted with myself, although i'm a little bit shorter than you, don't be discouraged with the 150! You WILL be 130 by summer, if not lighter, you CAN do it! I want to be 130 by my birthday in May so we're both on the same struggle. Just keep calm and think of your holiday, and how amazing you will look, and how jealous everybody will feel looking at you hun! Good luck, stay strong!
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